Gnosis in a Hundred PagesPage 91 of 100 · Part VII

Part VII · Living it

Evening

The day is looked at backward, once. One self from it is understood in stillness. Then the day is set down.

Read to me

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A person sitting quietly by a lamp in the evening, a notebook closed on their lap.

The evening has two practices, both taught earlier. Together they take about twenty minutes.

The review

Sit or lie down, and walk the day backward, scene by scene, from now to the morning (pages 17 and 32). Do not judge. Simply see. Where were you awake? Where did a self take over? Where did you give, and where did you only take?

The meditation on one self

Choose the self that showed itself most clearly in the review. Sit with it in stillness and understand it: what it wanted, what it feared, how it arrived (page 30). Then ask for it to be taken (page 31).

Then let the day go. It is finished. Anything undone can be done tomorrow. Do not carry it to bed.

The books add a reason to make this a habit. They teach that after death each person reviews the life just lived, scene by scene. The evening review is the same act, done each day, while there is still time to change.

If you are very tired, keep only the review, and keep it short. Five honest minutes are worth more than a perfect half hour that never happens.

Try this

  1. Tonight, sit or lie down somewhere quiet.
  2. Walk the day backward, scene by scene, without judging.
  3. Choose the self that showed itself most clearly.
  4. Sit with it for a few minutes, understand it, and ask for it to be taken.
  5. Then let the day go, and get ready for sleep.

In the old words

“After death, we have to review the life that has just passed. We relive it in a retrospective way, with the intelligence and the heart.”

Beyond DeathSamael Aun Weor
On the next pageAnd then the night, the other half of life.92. Night