Gnosis in a Hundred PagesPage 90 of 100 · Part VII

Part VII · Living it

Through the day

The day brings impressions: words, faces, news, insults. Received asleep, they feed the selves. Received awake, they feed you.

Read to me

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An impression arrives. Received asleep, it feeds a self. Received awake, it is let go.

All day, the world pours into you: a colleague’s tone, a driver cutting in, bad news, a compliment, an ad. The tradition calls these impressions. They are a kind of food.

Received asleep, an impression goes straight to a self. The insult reaches the anger before you know it, and the anger takes the day. Received awake, the same impression can be met, seen and let go. Then it feeds your consciousness instead.

This is a practice the tradition treats as central. Its moment is tiny: the half second when an impression arrives, before the reaction. The tradition calls waking in that moment a conscious shock. You do not suppress the impression. You remember yourself in front of it.

A woman pausing on a crowded street, still and composed while people rush past.

This gathers much of what you have practiced. The door question keeps you present. The pendulum of page 13 shows the swing beginning. Catching a self (page 21) names who is about to react. Here they meet, in the middle of a real day, at the moment that matters.

It will often fail. You will react first and notice later. That is still progress. The noticing comes sooner each time, until one day it comes in time.

Receiving an impression · practice eighteen

  1. Choose one kind of impression that usually takes you: a certain person, the news, criticism.
  2. When it comes today, stop inwardly. Feel your feet and ask: Am I here?
  3. Notice where it lands in the body, and which self wants to answer.
  4. Do not react yet. Breathe once, slowly, and let the impression pass through without feeding it.
  5. Then act, if action is needed, from the calm instead of the self.

Words on this page

Impression
What enters you from outside: sights, sounds, words, events. Conscious shock — waking up at the moment an impression arrives.

In the old words

“you wake up out of the impression and you let go of the impression”

The Great Work of Your LifeGene Hart
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