Gnosis in a Hundred PagesPage 6 of 100 · Part I

Part I · Asleep

Something in you is already awake

Under all the habits is a small part of you that is entirely your own. It is what wakes.

Read to me

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A young child looks at a leaf as if it were the first leaf in the world.

If we are asleep, what is it that wakes up?

Look at a very young child. Before they learn to perform, before they have opinions, there is something simple and bright in them. They look at a leaf as if it were the first leaf in the world. The tradition calls this the Essence: the part of a person that is truly theirs. Not learned, not borrowed, not put on for anyone.

You still have it. It was there in every moment you can remember of being simply present. A sunset that stopped you. A piece of music. The silence after bad news. The face of someone you loved. In those moments the habits fell quiet for a second, and what was left was you.

The same quality lives in every moment you were simply present.

The books say that in most adults this part is small, and mostly trapped. It is caught up in fears, wants and reactions that live on its energy. That is why we can feel so busy and so empty at the same time.

Everything in this book is about one thing: letting that small free part grow. Each time you catch yourself, with the door question or any other practice, it gets a little stronger. It is not something to build from nothing. It is something to set free.

Try this

  1. Sit for two minutes and remember one moment when you were simply present.
  2. Recall where you were, what you saw, and how your body felt.
  3. Notice the quality of it. That is the taste of the Essence. You will recognize it again.

Words on this page

Essence
The part of you that is truly yours; your consciousness. Other traditions give it other names.

In the old words

“That which makes every newborn child beautiful and adorable is his essence.”

Treatise of Revolutionary PsychologySamael Aun Weor
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