Gnosis in a Hundred PagesPage 5 of 100 · Part I

Part I

Asleep

These thirteen pages are about seeing. Nothing in them asks you to change yet. They ask you to look.

You are asleep, and that is good news

Most of the day the body walks while the one inside it sleeps. Seeing that is the first moment of waking.

Read to me

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A street full of people walking in their sleep, and one who has stopped.

Think back over yesterday. Try to remember the drive or the walk to wherever you went. Most people find gaps. Whole stretches are simply missing. The body went somewhere, did things, said things, and no one was really there.

This is what the tradition means when it says we are asleep. Not that our eyes are closed. That our consciousness is. We live on autopilot: the same reactions, the same thoughts, the same day repeated, while the one who could notice is somewhere else.

It is not an insult. It is the ordinary human state, and nearly everyone is in it. The people most certain they are awake are often the most deeply asleep.

Every doorway can be a reminder: where am I?

Here is the good news. Sleep cannot see itself. The moment you notice you were asleep, you are already a little awake. Every time you catch yourself, you have done the work. There is no failing at this. There is only catching yourself, and catching yourself again.

The first practice of this book is small, and you can use it every day from now on. It uses the doors you walk through.

The door question · practice one

  1. Each time you walk through a doorway today, stop for one breath.
  2. Ask yourself, honestly: Where am I? Am I really here?
  3. Look around as if you had never seen this room before. Notice one thing you had not noticed.
  4. Then walk on. If you forget for hours, that is normal. When you remember, begin again.

Words on this page

Awakening of consciousness
Becoming present in your own life, little by little.

In the old words

“If someone was to accept that his consciousness is asleep, it is clear that from that very moment he would begin to awaken.”

Fundamental EducationSamael Aun Weor
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