Gnosis in a Hundred PagesPage 59 of 100 · Part IV

Part IV · The other half of life

Fear, the fourth time

Leaving the body is natural and safe. The one real danger at night is fear itself.

Read to me

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A white candle on a small table, and a soft circle of light around the house before sleep.

Many people want to wake at night and are afraid of it. They have heard stories of being stuck outside the body, or taken over. The books and long experience say otherwise. You already go out every night. Nobody has ever been unable to return. Your body is safe in bed the whole time.

What you meet at night is mostly your own. Frightening figures in dreams are usually your own fears and selves wearing a face. Turn toward them, and many lose their power. Run, and they chase you.

Fear is also what ends most first experiences. A wave of vibration comes, the heart races, and you are wide awake in bed. That is not failure. Breathe, relax, and let it come again another night.

Sometimes you wake and cannot move, with pressure on the chest or a sense of someone in the room. This is sleep paralysis. It is harmless, and it passes. Relax, breathe slowly, look at your hands, or let yourself drift back to sleep. It is also a doorway. The body is asleep and you are awake, which is the very moment the crossing of page 56 works toward. If you are calm, do not fight to move the body. Roll gently to one side, or rise, as if you weighed nothing.

If fear still comes, protect your room as the old traditions do. Light a white candle (and put it out before you sleep), say a short prayer, and imagine a circle of light around your home three times. Ask for help from whatever you hold sacred. Do it with feeling, not as a formula.

The best protection is the one the books always return to: a heart that is not afraid.

Try this

  1. Before sleep tonight, picture a circle of warm light around your home, three times.
  2. Ask quietly, in your own words, for all that is good to protect you.
  3. If fear comes in the night, look at your hands and breathe slowly. Remind yourself: my body is safe in bed.
  4. In the morning, write down what you felt.

If nightmares, night terrors or sleep paralysis are frequent and distressing, speak with a doctor. They are common, and they can be helped.

Words on this page

Sleep paralysis
Waking while the body is still asleep and unable to move. It is harmless and brief.

In the old words

“the best protection is one of being on a level of consciousness that naturally emanates universal and unconditional love for all beings, where fear is far from your natural state.”

Beyond DreamingGene Hart
On the next pageA mind with somewhere to go stops being afraid. So give it a place.60. A place to go: the Island