Gnosis in a Hundred PagesPage 47 of 100 · Part III

Part III · The energy

Fear, the third time

Fear is energy with nowhere to go. Given breath and a direction, the same force can become steadiness.

Read to me

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At the top of a dark stair, the candle held steady.

Fear has appeared twice in this book. On page 16 it lived in the body. On page 29 it was the root under every self. Here it appears a third time, as energy.

Notice what fear does to the body. The heart races, the breath shortens, the hands go cold and the belly tightens. A great deal of force has been called up, and it has nowhere to go. You cannot fight, and you cannot run. So it turns in circles and drains you.

The tradition treats this force as raw energy. It is the same life in you, moving in alarm. You do not need to destroy it. You need to give it a direction.

The breath of page 38 does exactly that. Fear makes the breath short and shallow. HAM-SA makes the in-breath long and deep, and draws the energy upward. Within a minute or two, the force that was spinning can settle into the spine and the heart, and something steadier stands where the fear was.

This does not remove the cause of the fear. Some fears point to real dangers that need action. Others are selves that need the work of Part II. But it changes who meets the fear: a person in alarm, or a person sitting upright with breath in them.

Try this

  1. The next time you feel afraid, stop and find the fear in the body, as on page 16.
  2. Sit or stand upright, and do five gentle rounds of the breath from page 38.
  3. On each breath in, imagine the force in the belly rising along the spine to the heart.
  4. Then breathe normally and ask: What do I need to do now? Do that, and nothing more.

If fear, panic or anxiety is overwhelming your daily life, a doctor or counselor is a good companion to this work, not a replacement for it. If the breath makes you dizzy, breathe normally.

Words on this page

Fear
Here, raw energy in alarm, as well as one of the selves.

In the old words

“You do not have to wrestle the fear or kill the anger or fix the wound.”

Awakening the Inner LightGene Hart
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