Gnosis in a Hundred PagesPage 28 of 100 · Part II

Part II · The enemy within

Laziness

Laziness is the self that puts off what matters. It is often very busy.

Read to me

0:00 / –:––
The important letter waits under a pile of easier things.

Laziness is easy to recognize in its obvious form: the alarm turned off, the day lost on the couch, the work left undone. Most people know that form and feel bad about it.

The books ask you to see its subtler forms too. Laziness can be very busy. It cleans the kitchen instead of writing the difficult letter. It answers twenty small messages to avoid the one that matters. It reads about meditation instead of sitting. It plans to start this practice properly on Monday.

What laziness really avoids is a particular kind of effort. It avoids being present, facing something, and keeping a decision when a self in you does not feel like it. It always has a reason. You are tired. It is not the right time. You will do it better later.

This self matters more than it seems, because it is the one that will close this book. Every practice here asks for a small effort, repeated. Laziness never argues against the practice. It only suggests doing it tomorrow.

The answer is not to drive yourself harder. That turns the work into a duty, and duties make laziness stronger. The answer is to start so small that laziness has nothing to argue with. Five minutes. One door. One page.

Try this

  1. Choose one thing you have been putting off.
  2. Set a timer for five minutes, and do only that thing until it rings.
  3. Notice the excuses that came just before you began. Name the self that made them.
  4. When the timer rings, you may stop. Notice whether you want to.

Words on this page

Laziness
The self that avoids effort, in obvious ways and in subtle ones. The books also call it inertia.

In the old words

“To comprehend what the element of inertia called laziness is, not only in its grotesque forms but also in its subtler forms, is indispensable so that the feeling of activity is born within us.”

Fundamental EducationSamael Aun Weor
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