Gnosis in a Hundred PagesPage 12 of 100 · Part I

Part I · Asleep

The daydream

Most of the mind’s pictures are daydreams that run on their own. Your imagination is capable of far more.

Read to me

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A thousand pictures a day, drifting off on their own.

Notice how often your mind is somewhere else. Rehearsing a conversation that has not happened. Replaying one that has. Imagining what someone thinks of you. Planning a life you are not living.

This is daydreaming, and the tradition calls it fantasy. It runs on its own, it uses a great deal of energy, and it keeps us asleep. A day can produce a thousand inner pictures and leave you more tired than if you had worked.

But the faculty doing it is precious. Imagination is how you picture a loved one’s face, how an artist sees a painting before it exists, how a person finds a way out of a problem. The books describe two kinds. One is mechanical: it drifts, mostly into fears and wants. The other is conscious: you choose what to picture, and hold it there.

Imagination held on purpose: one clear picture, kept steady.

The work is not to stop imagining. It is to take your imagination back. Later pages teach you to use it on purpose, in meditation and at night. For now, start by noticing where it goes when no one is steering.

A daydream usually begins at a certain moment: when something is boring, uncomfortable or sad. It is often a way of leaving.

Try this

  1. Catch one daydream today.
  2. Before you let it go, ask: What was I avoiding just before it started?
  3. Come back to what is in front of you, and look at it as if for the first time.

Words on this page

Fantasy
Imagination that runs by itself. Conscious imagination — imagination you direct.

In the old words

“Your imagination has been hijacked, and the thief lives in your own house.”

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